...? pt.2

Hello, once again everybody.

I know I haven't been keeping my word about staying on this blog. I've been on and off and lately I've been more off than I have been on. And for those who keep tabs on this blog, first off, wow, thank you for choosing to stay, and secondly, I apologize for having this on such a long pause. But I have come back, and it may be for a while, or this may be the last post I write, but whichever, I'm here to write again.

I'm not sure exactly what this post should be about, but I'll let the current take me for this one.

I have been struggling for some time in the way I'm living my life. I have to say, there is a great difference between last year and this year. So many things have changed, and I especially feel like I've changed.

I want to realize and come to the truth that my life has been going downhill, in terms of my academics and social life and just my well being in general. Why? I don't really know. I've lost motivation in what I want in life, and I have no ambition going for me. I have quit some of my extracurricular activities, and my grades are falling and I've been at home just doing plain nothing most of the time. And I repeat myself. Why?

There was someone who used to be in my life, who I let in my life, who was very special to me. And we did learn to know one another in a matter of a few months. Only a few months. And then, we became strangers. And it still makes me wonder, what exactly happened. And was this the reason why my life turned around?

I don't want to blame this person. I think it, but I could never. If anyone is to blame, it's me.

Do you know the saying, "it's never too late"? I do not believe that that is true. Time passes by too fast and the next thing you know, the time to do what you needed to do is gone.

I guess, what this post was mainly concentrated on is that... you should know to prioritize certain things in your life, so you have enough time to do things you need to do before it's too late. Because it will be too late. And what should be your number one priority, is yourself.

This is what I have for you all, and please take care. Until next time.

Keep Smiling
M-L